Are you dreaming?
Often when I’m dreaming I “feel” that I’m awake. When I’m awake, however, I always “feel” that I’m awake and have no conscious doubt (except in the philosophical sense) that I’m not dreaming.
But logically when I “feel” awake I should believe there is a non-trivial chance that I’m dreaming. This has implications for how I should behave.
For example, imagine I’m considering eating spinach or chocolate. I like the taste of chocolate more than spinach, but recognize that spinach is healthier for me. Let’s say that if the probability of my being awake were greater than 99% then to maximize the expected overall quality of my life I should eat the spinach otherwise I should pick the chocolate.
Rationally, I should probably figure that the chance of my being awake is less than 99% so I should go with the chocolate. Yet like most other humans I don’t take into account that I might be dreaming when I “feel” awake.
Over the long run you would likely reduce your inclusive genetic fitness if when you “feel” awake you act as if there is a less than 100% chance of your actually being awake. For this reason I suspect we are “genetically programmed” to never doubt that we are awake when we “feel” awake even though it would be rational to hold such a doubt.
"So here I am having been raised in the Christian faith and trying not to freak out over the past few weeks because I've finally begun to wonder whether I believe things just because I was raised with them. Our family is surrounded by genuinely wonderful people who have poured their talents into us since we were teenagers, and our social structure and business rests on the tenets of what we believe. I've been trying to work out how I can 'clear the decks' and then rebuild with whatever is worth keeping, yet it's so foundational that it will affect my marriage (to a pretty special man) and my daughters who, of course, have also been raised to walk the Christian path.
Is there anyone who's been in this position - really, really invested in a faith and then walked away?"